
In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus.

Day 12 of the Blessed Coptic Month of Tubah, may God make it always received, year after year, with reassurance and tranquility, while our sins after forgiven by the tender mercies of our God my fathers and brothers.
Amen.
The Twelfth Day of the Blessed Month of Tubah
Commemoration Feast of the Archangel Michael
On this day, the church commemorates the honorable Archangel Michael, the head of the heavenly host, the intercessor for the human race, and the faithful steward.
May His intercession be for us. Amen.
Martyrdom of St.Theodore El-Mishreke (Of the East)
On this day also of the year 306 A.D., the church celebrates the commemoration of the martyrdom of the courageous prince, St. Theodore El-Mishreke (Of the East). He was born in the City of Tyre in 270 A.D. In his youth, he enlisted in the Roman army and was promoted to the rank of commander. His father's name was Sadrikhos, "Adrakos" who was a high ranking official during the reign of Emperor Numerianus (283-284 A.D.), and his mother was the sister of Basilides, the minister. When Emperor Numerianus died in the war against the Persians, his son, Justus, was fighting in the west. The two officials Sadrikhos and Basilides continued to run the affairs of the Empire, until the infidel Diocletian took charge of the Empire, and started to persecute the Christians. At that time, St. Theodore was in charge of the army that was fighting against the Persians. He saw a vision at night: a ladder was extended between earth and heaven, and at the top of the ladder the Lord sat on a great throne, surrounded by hosts of angels chanting. He also saw under the ladder a great beast which was the devil. The Lord said to St.Theodore, "Your blood will be shed for My Name's sake." The saint asked the Lord, "How about my friend Lawondius?" The Lord replied, "Not only Lawondius, but Banikaros, the Persian, also."
During a truce, between the Roman and Persian armies, St. Theodore met with Banikaros, the commander of the Persian army. St. Theodore guided him to Christianity and he believed in Christ. Emperor Diocletian ordered that Prince Theodore be brought to him. The prince came back with his army and with him were Lawondius and Banikaros. When St. Theodore knew that the Emperor was going to ask him to worship idols, he told his soldiers, "Whoever among you wants to fight for the Name of the Lord Christ, let him come and join me." They all shouted in one accord, "We die with you and your God is our God also." When he arrived in the city, he left his soldiers outside and went alone to the Emperor who received him well. The Emperor inquired about the war and the army and he asked St.Theodore to worship Apollo. The saint answered in great courage and faith, "I do not know any god that I can worship except my Master, Jesus Christ." Diocletian commanded his soldiers to nail the Saint to a tree and to brutally torture him. But the Lord was strengthening and comforting him. Finally, he delivered up his pure soul into the hand of the Lord Whom he loved. He received the crown of eternal glory in the kingdom of heaven. The Emperor sent the priests of Apollo to the soldiers of the saint, to call upon them to worship the idols. They all shouted, "We have no king except our Master, Jesus Christ, Lord of Lords, and King of Kings." When the Emperor heard what they said, he had them all beheaded. They received the crowns of martyrdom and eternal bliss.
May Their prayers be with us. Amen.
Martyrdom of St.Anatolius
On this day also, St.Anatolius was martyred. He was born in Persia. When he grew up, he became a soldier of the Roman Empire and was promoted to a commander in the army. He spent fifteen years in the army until the reign of Diocletian. He longed to chose the heavenly kingdom, preferring it over all the vain glory of this temporal world. He came before the Emperor, took off his military attire and sword, threw them before him and confessed his faith in the Lord Christ. The Emperor was astonished at his boldness. When he knew that he was a Persian, the Emperor treated him with kindness, then sent him to Romanos that he might persuade him to change his counsel. Romanos failed to do that and he returned him to the Emperor. The Emperor tortured him with all kinds of tortures, sometimes by pressing his body, sometimes by beating him and casting him to wild beasts, and other times by cutting his tongue. The Lord Jesus Christ sent to him His Angel to comfort him in all his afflictions. He remained under persecution for a long time and when the Emperor became weary of torturing him, he ordered his head cut off. He received the crown of martyrdom in the eternal kingdom.
May His prayers be with us and Glory be to our God forever. Amen.

Vespers
Vespers Psalm
From the Psalms of our teacher David the prophet.
May his blessings be with us all.
Psalms 42 : 1,6
Chapter 42
1 | As the deer pants for the water brooks, So pants my soul for You, O God. |
6 | O my God, my soul is cast down within me; Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan, And from the heights of Hermon, From the Hill Mizar. |
Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Our Lord God, Savior, and King of us all, Jesus Christ, the Living Son of God to whom be glory forever.
Amen.
Vespers Gospel
Stand in the fear of God and listen to the Holy Gospel.
A reading from the Gospel according to our teacher Saint Luke the Evangelist.
May His Blessings be with us all.
Luke 3 : 21 - 22
Chapter 3
21 | When all the people were baptized, it came to pass that Jesus also was baptized; and while He prayed, the heaven was opened. |
22 | And the Holy Spirit descended in bodily form like a dove upon Him, and a voice came from heaven which said, "You are My beloved Son; in You I am well pleased." |
And Glory be to God forever.
Matins
Matins Psalm
From the Psalms of our teacher David the prophet.
May his blessings be with us all.
Psalms 34 : 11,5
Chapter 34
11 | Come, you children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the LORD. |
5 | They looked to Him and were radiant, And their faces were not ashamed. |
Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Our Lord God, Savior, and King of us all, Jesus Christ, the Living Son of God to whom be glory forever.
Amen.
Matins Gospel
Stand in the fear of God and listen to the Holy Gospel.
A reading from the Gospel according to our teacher Saint Matthew the Evangelist.
May His Blessings be with us all.
Matthew 3 : 13 - 17
Chapter 3
13 | Then Jesus came from Galilee to John at the Jordan to be baptized by him. |
14 | And John tried to prevent Him, saying, "I need to be baptized by You, and are You coming to me?" |
15 | But Jesus answered and said to him, "Permit it to be so now, for thus it is fitting for us to fulfill all righteousness." Then he allowed Him. |
16 | When He had been baptized, Jesus came up immediately from the water; and behold, the heavens were opened to Him, and He saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting upon Him. |
17 | And suddenly a voice came from heaven, saying, "This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased." |
And Glory be to God forever.
Liturgy Gospel
Paulines Epistle
Paul, the servant of our Lord Jesus Christ, called to be an apostle, appointed to the Gospel of God.
A reading from the Epistle of our teacher Paul to the Ephesians .
May his blessings be upon us.
Amen.
Ephesians 1 : 1 - 14
Chapter 1
1 | Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God, To the saints who are in Ephesus, and faithful in Christ Jesus: |
2 | Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. |
3 | Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ, |
4 | just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love, |
5 | having predestined us to adoption as sons by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of His will, |
6 | to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He made us accepted in the Beloved. |
7 | In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace |
8 | which He made to abound toward us in all wisdom and prudence, |
9 | having made known to us the mystery of His will, according to His good pleasure which He purposed in Himself, |
10 | that in the dispensation of the fullness of the times He might gather together in one all things in Christ, both which are in heaven and which are on earth--in Him. |
11 | In Him also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will, |
12 | that we who first trusted in Christ should be to the praise of His glory. |
13 | In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, |
14 | who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory. |
The grace of God the Father be with you all.
Amen.
Catholic Epistle
A Reading from Epistle 1 of St. Peter .
May his blessing be upon us.
Amen.
1 Peter 3 : 15 - 22
Chapter 3
15 | But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts, and always be ready to give a defense to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear; |
16 | having a good conscience, that when they defame you as evildoers, those who revile your good conduct in Christ may be ashamed. |
17 | For it is better, if it is the will of God, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil. |
18 | For Christ also suffered once for sins, the just for the unjust, that He might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh but made alive by the Spirit, |
19 | by whom also He went and preached to the spirits in prison, |
20 | who formerly were disobedient, when once the Divine longsuffering waited in the days of Noah, while the ark was being prepared, in which a few, that is, eight souls, were saved through water. |
21 | There is also an antitype which now saves us--baptism (not the removal of the filth of the flesh, but the answer of a good conscience toward God), through the resurrection of Jesus Christ, |
22 | who has gone into heaven and is at the right hand of God, angels and authorities and powers having been made subject to Him. |
Do not love the world or the things in the world.
The world passes away, and its desires; but he who does the will of God abides forever.
Amen.
Acts of the Apostles
The Acts of our fathers the apostles, may their blessings be with us.
Acts 8 : 26 - 39
Chapter 8
26 | Now an angel of the Lord spoke to Philip, saying, "Arise and go toward the south along the road which goes down from Jerusalem to Gaza." This is desert. |
27 | So he arose and went. And behold, a man of Ethiopia, a eunuch of great authority under Candace the queen of the Ethiopians, who had charge of all her treasury, and had come to Jerusalem to worship, |
28 | was returning. And sitting in his chariot, he was reading Isaiah the prophet. |
29 | Then the Spirit said to Philip, "Go near and overtake this chariot." |
30 | So Philip ran to him, and heard him reading the prophet Isaiah, and said, "Do you understand what you are reading?" |
31 | And he said, "How can I, unless someone guides me?" And he asked Philip to come up and sit with him. |
32 | The place in the Scripture which he read was this: "He was led as a sheep to the slaughter; And as a lamb before its shearer is silent, So He opened not His mouth. |
33 | In His humiliation His justice was taken away, And who will declare His generation? For His life is taken from the earth." |
34 | So the eunuch answered Philip and said, "I ask you, of whom does the prophet say this, of himself or of some other man?" |
35 | Then Philip opened his mouth, and beginning at this Scripture, preached Jesus to him. |
36 | Now as they went down the road, they came to some water. And the eunuch said, "See, here is water. What hinders me from being baptized?" |
37 | Then Philip said, "If you believe with all your heart, you may." And he answered and said, "I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God." |
38 | So he commanded the chariot to stand still. And both Philip and the eunuch went down into the water, and he baptized him. |
39 | Now when they came up out of the water, the Spirit of the Lord caught Philip away, so that the eunuch saw him no more; and he went on his way rejoicing. |
The word of the Lord shall grow, multiply, be mighty, and be confirmed, in the holy Church of God.
Amen.
Divine Psalm
Stand in the fear of God and listen to the Holy Gospel.
A reading from the Gospel according to our teacher Saint John the Evangelist.
May His Blessings be with us all. Amen.
From the Psalms of our teacher David the prophet, and the Good King.
May his blessings be with us all.
Psalms 104 : 1 - 2
Chapter 104
1 | Bless the LORD, O my soul! O LORD my God, You are very great: You are clothed with honor and majesty, |
2 | Who cover Yourself with light as with a garment, Who stretch out the heavens like a curtain. |
Hallelujah.
Divine Gospel
Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.
Our Lord God, Savior, and King of us all, Jesus Christ, the Living Son of God to whom be glory forever.
Amen.
John 1 : 35 - 51
Chapter 1
35 | Again, the next day, John stood with two of his disciples. |
36 | And looking at Jesus as He walked, he said, "Behold the Lamb of God!" |
37 | The two disciples heard him speak, and they followed Jesus. |
38 | Then Jesus turned, and seeing them following, said to them, "What do you seek?" They said to Him, "Rabbi" (which is to say, when translated, Teacher), "where are You staying?" |
39 | He said to them, "Come and see." They came and saw where He was staying, and remained with Him that day (now it was about the tenth hour). |
40 | One of the two who heard John speak, and followed Him, was Andrew, Simon Peter's brother. |
41 | He first found his own brother Simon, and said to him, "We have found the Messiah" (which is translated, the Christ). |
42 | And he brought him to Jesus. Now when Jesus looked at him, He said, "You are Simon the son of Jonah. You shall be called Cephas" (which is translated, A Stone). |
43 | The following day Jesus wanted to go to Galilee, and He found Philip and said to him, "Follow Me." |
44 | Now Philip was from Bethsaida, the city of Andrew and Peter. |
45 | Philip found Nathanael and said to him, "We have found Him of whom Moses in the law, and also the prophets, wrote--Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph." |
46 | And Nathanael said to him, "Can anything good come out of Nazareth?" Philip said to him, "Come and see." |
47 | Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward Him, and said of him, "Behold, an Israelite indeed, in whom is no deceit!" |
48 | Nathanael said to Him, "How do You know me?" Jesus answered and said to him, "Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you." |
49 | Nathanael answered and said to Him, "Rabbi, You are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!" |
50 | Jesus answered and said to him, "Because I said to you, "I saw you under the fig tree,' do you believe? You will see greater things than these." |
51 | And He said to him, "Most assuredly, I say to you, hereafter you shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of Man." |
And Glory be to God forever.

* أول ملاك ظهر وذكره الأنجيل المقدس, كان هو الملاك الذي ظهر لزكريا الكاهن.. أنها لفتة كريمة من الرب يعطي بها كرامة للكهنوت, فيكون ظهور الملائكة أولا للكهنة, بعد فترة الاحتجاب الطويلة. ولفتة كريمة أخري للكهنوت, أن يظهر الملاك في مكان مقدس واقف عن يمين مذبح البخور, وفي لحظة مقدسة عندما كان زكريا البار يكهن للرب ويرفع البخور أمامه (لو1 : 8 ـ 10).
جميل من الرب أنه عندما أرسل خدامه السمائيين, أرسلهم أولا إلي بيته المقدس وإلي خدام مذبحه الطاهر.
ولا شك أن هذا كله يشعرنا بجمال المذبح الذي وقف الملاك عن يمينه في أول تباشير الصلح, كم بالأكثر جدا مذبح العهد الجديد في قدسيته الفائقة للحد, حيث ملاك الذبيحة الصاعد الي العلو يحمل إلي الله تضرعنا..
نعود إلي الملاك الطاهر الذي ظهر لزكريا الكاهن..
كان خذا الملاك يحمل بشارة مفرحة. لقد عاد الرب يفرح وجه الأرض التي حرمت كثيرا من أفراحه في فترة القطيعة والخصومة.
وهل هناك فرح أعظم من تبشير زوج العاقر بأنها ستلد ابنا لم يقم بين المولودين من النساء من هو أعظم منه (متي 11:11). ابن سيكون عظيما أمام الرب (لو 1:15)!!, عبارات الفرح تدفقت من فهم الملاك, فقال لا تخف يا زكريا, لأن طلبتك قد سمعت, وامرأتك أليصابات ستلد لك ابنا, وتسميه يوحنا, ويكون لك فرح وابتهاج, وكثيرون سيفرحون بولادته.
وكانت إيحاءة جميلة من الرب في تباشير هذا الصلح, أن يسمي الطفل يوحنا.. وكلمة يوحنا معناها الله حنان!!
وكان الله يقصد أنه وإن تركنا زمنا, إلا أن محبته دائمة إلي الأبد, مياه كثيرة لا تستطيع أن تطفئها (نش 8: 7). وأنه وإن حجب وجهه حينا, فأنه لا يحجب قلبه الحنون.
فعلي الرغم من فترة القطيعة بين السماء والأرض التي سبقت ميلاد المسيح, وعلي الرغم من الخصومة القائمة, كان الله ما يزال كما هو, كله حنان وشفقة… الله حنان أو الله حنون لعل هذا يذكرنا بقول الرب من قبل لأنه كامرأة مهجورة ومحزونة الروح دعاك الرب, وكزوجة الصبا… لحيظة تركتك, وبمراحم عظيمة سأجمعك. بفيضان الغضب حجبت وجهي عنك لحظة, وباحسان أبدي أرحمك… (إش 54: 6 ـ 8) إنها نبوءة إشعياء عن مصالحة الرب لشعبه وكنيسته, قد بدأت تتحقق… تلك النبوءة العجيبة, الجميلة في موسيقاها, التي بدأها الرب بنشيده العذب ترنمي أيتها العاقر التي لم تلد… (أ ش 54: 1). تري أكانت الصابات العاقر التي لم تلد رمزا للكنيسة في افتقاد الرب لها؟ وهل كان اسم ابنها يوحنا الله حنان رمزا أيضا لمصالحة الله لكنيسته؟ وهل ترنم ألبصابات العاقر لم تلد كان بشبرا بتحقيق باقي مواعيد الله إذ يقول لكنيسته في نفس النشيد: كما حلفت أن لا تعبر بعد مياه نوح علي الأرض, هكذا حتمت ألا أعضب عليك ولا أزجرك. أما إحساني فلا يزول عنك, وعهد سلامي لا يتزعزع, قال أرحمك الرب.
أيتها الذليلة المضطربة غير المتعزبة, هأتذا أبني بالأثمد حجارتك, وبالياقوت الأزرق أؤسسك. وأجعل شرفاتك ياقوتا, وأبوابك حجارة بهرمانية, وكل تخومك حجارة كريمة, وكل بنيك تلاميذ للرب, وسلام بنيك كثيرا.
(أش 54: 6 ـ 12) هل كان هذا الأصحاح الرابع والخمسون من نبوءة إشعياء موضع تأمل القديسة ألصابات في خلاص الرب القريب, طوال الستة أشهر التي مرت ما بين بشارة الملاك لزكريا وبشارة الملاك للعذراء الفكرة تملأ قلبي, وتضغط علي عقلي بإلحاح شديد… ولا شك أن هذه القديسة الشيخة التي كانت تحمل ابنا نذيرا للرب في أحشائها, كانت تشعر أنه ليس بأمر عادي هذا الذي حدث لها. وأذ نتأمل في هذا الفصل من إشعياء ـ الذي ينطبق عليها وعلي الكنيسة ـ يهز كيانها كله هذا النبي الانجيلي إذ يقول ها العذراء تحبل وتلد ابنا وتدعو أسمه عمانوئيل (أش 7:14).
قلنا أنه من تباشير الصلح بين السماء والأرض كان ظهور الملائكة للبشر. وكان الملاك الأول هو الذي بشر زكريا الكاهن.
* أما الملاك الثاني, فكان جبرائيل الذي بشر السيدة العذراء.
نلاحظ أن هذا الملاك كان له مع العذراء أسلوب معين, لقد بدأها بالتحية, بأسلوب كله توقير واحترام لها, في بشارة زكريا لم يبدأه الملاك بالتحية, وإنما قال له لا تخف يا زكريا فأن طلبتك قد سمعت.
أما في بشارة العذراء فقال لها الملاك السلام لك أيتها الممتلئة نعمة.
الرب معك. وعندئذ ـ بعد هذه المقدمة ـ بدأ الملاك في إعلان رسالته.. وحتي هذه الرسالة أدمجها بعبارة مديح أخري فقال لا تخافي يا مريم, لأنك قد وجدت نعمة عند الله, ثم بعد ذلك بشرها بالخبر الذي جاء من أجله ها أنت ستحبلين وتلدين ابنا ونسمينه يسوع….
إنه أسلوب احترام عجيب يليق بالتحدث مع والدة الإلة الممجدة, الملكة الجالسة عن يمين الملك.
لم يستطع رئيس الملائكة جبرائيل أن ينسي أنه واقف أمام أقدس امرأة في الوجود, إنه أمام أم سيده, التي ستكون سماء ثانية لله الكلمة. فخاطبها بأسلوب غير الذي خوطب به الكاهن البار زكريا…
هنا نلاحظ أنه لم يبدأ فقط صلح بين السمائيين والأرضيين, بل بدأ تقدير وتوقير من سكان السماء لسكان الأرض في شخص أمنا وسيدتنا العذراء مريم… فمرحبا بهذا الصلح.
* أما الظهور الثالث, فكان ظهور ملاك الرب للرعاة.
هنا نجد تقدما ملموسا في العلاقات, إذ لم يقتصر الأمر علي أن ملاك الرب وقف بهم بل يقول الكتاب أكثر من هذا ومجد الرب.. أضاء حولهم. وبعد أن بشرهم الملاك بفرح عظيم يكون لجميع الشعب, وبولادة مخلص, ظهر بغتة ـ مع الملاك ـ جمهور من الجند السماوي مسبحين الله وقائلين: المجد لله في الأعالي, وعلي الأرض السلام, وبالناس المسرة.
وهنا نسمع عبارات الفرح, والمسرة, والسلام, والخلاص… وبدلا من ظهور ملاك واحد, نري جمهورا من الجند السماوي يسبحون.
إنها تباشير الصلح العظيم, المزمع أن يتم علي الصليب.
ونلاحظ أن هذا الصلح قد بدأه الله لا الناس.
الله يصالح البشرية..
أول ما نتذكره في هذا المجال, هو أن الله يسعي لخلاص الانسان, حتي لو كان الإنسان لا يسعي لخلاص نفسه.
نلاحظ هذا منذ البدء: عندما اخطأ آدم وسقط, لم يسع لخلاص نفسه, بل نراه ـ علي العكس من ذلك ـ قد هرب من لله, وخاف من الله, واختفي من الله, لم يحدث أنه سعي الي الله, طالبا الصفح المغفرة, وطالبا النقاوة والطهارة, بل أنه لما سمع صوت الرب الإله ماشيا في الجنة… اختبأ هو وامرأته من وجه الرب (تك 3: 8).
وهكذا أوجد حجابا وحاجزا بينه وبين الله وبدأت الخصومة.
من الذي سعي لخلاص آدم؟ إنه الله نفسه, دون أن يطلب آدم منه ذلك. آدم شغله الخوف عن الخلاص أو حتي عن مجرد التفكير فيه…
وهكذا بحث الله عن آدم, وتحدث معه… وإعطاه وعدا بأن نسل المرأة سوف يسحق رأس الحية (تك 3: 15).
لقد اعتبر الله أن المعركة الدائرة هي بينه وبين الشيطان, وليست بين الشيطان والإنسان. اعتبر أن قضيتنا هي قضيته هو. وإذا بنسل المرأة الذي يسحق رأس الحية هو الله نفسه الذي آتي في ملء الزمان من نسل المرأة. هو الله إذن الذي دبر قصة الخلاص كلها, لأنه يريد أن الجميع يخلصون, وإلي معرفة الحق يقبلون (1تي 2: 4).
هو يريد خلاصنا جميعا ويسعي إليه, حتي إن كنا نحن ـ في تكاسلنا أو في شهواتنا ـ غافلين عن خلاص أنفسنا!
في قصة الخروف الضال, نري أن هذا الخروف الضال لم يسع لخلاص نفسه, وإنما ظل تائها وبعيدا.
والراعي الصالح هو الذي جري وراءه, هو الذي فتش عليه وسعي إليه, وهو الذي تعب من أجله إلي أن وجده, وحمله علي منكبيه فرحا, ورجع به سالما إلي الحظيرة…
وفي قصة الدرهم المفقود, نجد نفس الوضع أيضا.. الله إذن هو الذي يسعي جاهدا لخلاص الإنسان.
فإن تعطل خلاص الإنسان, يكون السبب بلا شك راجعا إلي الإنسان ذاته وليس الي الله.
وهذا الأمر واضح في تبكيت الرب لأورشليم, إذ قال لها يا أورشليم يا أورشليم, يا قاتلة الأنبياء وراجمة المرسلين إليها. كم مرة أردت أن أجمع أولادك كما تجمع الدجاجة فراخها تحت جناحيها, ولم تريدوا (متي 23:27)… أنا أردت, وأنتم لم تريدوا…
مثال آخر هو عروس النشيد, الله هو الذي سعي لخلاصها ظافرا علي الجبال, وقافزا علي التلال. وقال لها افتحي لي يا أختي يا حبيبتي يا حمامتي, لأن رأسي قد أمتلأ من الطل وقصصي من ندي الليل (أش 5:2), وتكاسلت النفس في الاستجابة, وتعللت بالأعذار. فماذا كانت النتيجة… كانت أنها عطلت عمل النعمة فيها بعض الوقت, وصاحت في ندم حبيبي تحول وعبر.
تأكد أنك أن كانت تريد الخلاص من الخطية, فأن الله يريد لك ذلك أضعافا مضاعفة… المهم أنك تبدي رغبتك المقدسة هذه. هناك عبارة لطيفة قالها أحد القديسين. إن الفضيلة تريدنا أن نريدها لا غير يكفي أن نريد, إرادة جادة, والله يتولي الباقي, بل حتي هذه الإرادة هو يمنحها لنا, لأجل خلاصنا.
ومن القصص العجيبة عن سعي الله لخلاصنا, ما يقوله الله ـ في سفر حزقيال النبي ـ للنفس الخاطئة الملوثة مررت بك ورأيتك مدوسة بدمك… وقد كنت عريانة وعارية. فمررت بك ورأيتك وإذ زمنك زمن الحب…
فبسطت ذيلي عليك… ودخلت معك في عهد ـ يقول السيد الرب ـ فحممتك بالماء, وغسلت عنك دماءك, ومسحتك بالزيت, وألبستك مطرزة..
وجملت جدا جدا, فصلحت لمملكة (حز 16).
تلك القس المسكينة ـ لو تركت لذاتها ـ لبقيت علي حالها مطروحة وملوثة, عريانة وعارية, ولكن الله فعل من أجلها الكثير, وأنفذها مما هي فيه…
ولكن ليس معني سعي الله لخلاصنا, أننا نتكل علي ذلك ونكسل! كلا وإلا فأنه يتحول ويعبر كما حدث مع عروس التشيد, إنما يجب أن تتحد إرادتنا بأرادته, وعملتا بعمله, هو ينزل إلي عالمنا, ونحن نقدم له ولو مزودا ليستريح فيه…
إن الله يسعي لخلاصنا, ويسعي ليصالحنا معه. عجيب في هذه المصالحة, إننا نري الصلح يبدأ من جانب الله, أكثر مما يبدأ من جانب البشر… إنه درس لنا حينما تكبر قلوبنا علي إخوتنا الصغار, فلا نسعي لمصالحتهم بحجة أننا الكبار!! بينما قد وضع لنا الله مثالا حسنا….